was screening thru my email folder juz nw. i rmb i used to keep alot of things inside.. but i once deleted some emails which were precious to me, in juz a little silly fit of childishness. n i juz deleted some more things juz now.i dun really noe y i keep e things i keep, i juz do.

hmmm there was an email which contained 99 things gers shld noe abt guys. e 99th was, Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in e relationship. which probably (can u pronounce it?=p) says sth abt guys n gers. i think gers think too much when it comes to loving someone,so they are unable to love fully.a guy perhaps juz love e ger wholeheartedly, w/o so much mulling. OR maybe a ger keeps a bigger part of her heart for family, and frens. haha it's juz me speculating.

i seldom forward emails much less compose one. but when i do, it's most likely to be sth tt i cant sae face-to-face, sth i had to think for v long b4 finally getting e right words. so usually it's sth frm e bottom of my heart.but maybe sth painful.

hmm shld start looking for a job. dun wanna rot. =O